Monday, April 6, 2009

ami was a recluse

i've been lost in my head a lot lately.
sometimes i wish that the having the desire to share things with someone could be considered enough. there is a bit of guilt that plagues an introvert.

maybe i'm just better at listening.



settling into the apartment is going well. the neighbors are slightly on the noisy side, but that's a small thing. the lovely weather is even more cause to praise the amount of windows.
it's just seeming a little hard to get back into the swing of things, the routine. i guess now would be the best time to begin new routines, or just do away with them all together. time will tell how things go, but for now, i am content.

my ipod and i have been spending a lot of time outside. having a mini arboretum not even a block away makes it even more enjoyable. there is something indescribably serene about feeling the brisk wind on your skin, the slight warmth of the sun on your face, with your eyes closed. this will destroy you has proven to be a good soundtrack for such times.

the weed and the wine have conspired together. they wish to have my undivided attention, and insist i end this ranting to someone, or no one.